i LOVE my life

I am a stay at home mom of 3 wonderful blessings/gifts from God. I am so very thankful about the way my dad raised me so that I too raise my kids to be respectful and thankful and to have manners.

I have to say yes being a stay at home mom is a full time job bc you have to keep your eye on your kids 24/7 basically unless they are sleeping. Unless you are like me and have to check on your kids several times at night to make sure they are ok, which is what I think a good parent should do..

BUT I do have to say I feel so completely alone even with my kids here. I dont get out and socialize EVER. Havent been away from the kids since my first son was born, ALMOST 4 YEARS AGO NOW!! And yet someone who "says" she is my bestie (best friend) I havent seen since my last son was born which is almost 4 months now. Not that she doesnt have a life too, but I keep inviting her to come over and she never does. I guess I dont need to sweat the small stuff bc I do have other friends who actually do come over and hang out with me.



Well anyways.. I wouldnt trade my life now for that single life, or the life where I had an a-hole of a boyfriend and nothing to do but drink to drown my depression even more.. bc really is that all there is to do?? go out clubbing and drinking?? bc that's all I hear from almost EVERYONE on facebook is they are going to the club or drinking it up.. I mean SERIOUSLY?? What's the fun in all that stuff..