The more I think about it the angrier I get!

It is so horrible what happened to my friend's cousin Felicia Burney in FL. She was 2 weeks away from giving birth to her 4th child a lil girl when she was stabbed to death by someone she knew. I just cant get it off my mind what happened to her. NO I do not know her personally but it has hit my friend's family really hard. They are totally devastated. The mom should have been getting ready for the birth of her child and deciding on a name for her little girl. But instead her family is grieving over the loss of an innocent baby and her mommy. I cant even begin to think what her family is going through. Nor do I ever want to have to experience something like that. People are just so evil in this world. They only think of themselves instead of the consequences. I got tears in my eyes just writing this. I pray for strength and understanding for her family that now has the job of raising her 3 young kids. I hope that the killer is caught soon, so that they get justice for Felicia and her unborn precious angel. Please remember to keep this family in your prayers. They need all of them that they can get.

9 BIG MONTHS

So I've recently gotten in touch with someone that was an old friend and the we have drifted apart the past year. I do miss hanging out with her and I know the kids miss her tons and her daughter. I feel bad for letting my emotions and imagination get the best of me. Hearing from another person that this "friend" of mine had the hots for my man and that she was just using me really got to me, bc it had crossed my mind before hearing it from this other person! Just being back in touch with this friend of mine, I feel very bad for what happened to make us not be friends anymore! I wish I could take it all back and that she was able to be there when my last son was born, like she was when my other 2 were born. Now that she's almost due with a little boy I am making sure that I'm doing all I can to be able to help her with what she needs. She is due in like 4 weeks and cant wait to see who her baby boy will look like :)

Standing for something

I have learned to trust in no one 100 % .. U can never lean on someone else for everything. People DO let u down for their own selfishness.. And I have learned here lately to stand on my own 2 feet bc even those u want to trust just lie so well it's like the only thing they can do. One lie after another and u trust that they are telling u the truth. I am so hardened that I do not trust anything that anyone says anymore. I know they say trust is the key to a relationship. BUT what if that trust is gone and will never be able to get it back ?? What do u do then ?? Do u throw 5 yrs down the drain and say FUCK IT I'VE HAD ENOUGH ?! Or do u keep on trying to work on the relationship hoping this person will pull their head out of their ass and realize that they arent worth being with anymore bc all they do is lie and treat u like a worthless piece of shit ?!

I need to know something!!

SOMETHING ??

ANYTHING ??

DO I KEEP TRYING ??

DO I GIVE UP ??

?!

THOUGHT FOR THE DAY

Trying to change a selfish person is like trying to turn a gay person straight ... IMPOSSIBLE!!! Why u ask?? bc ppl have to want to change, u cant change anyone..