NeW yEaR nEw Me

Well I bid farewell to this past year of all the drama and crap that happened.
Tomorrow is the start of a new year.
2010 oh what will thee bring me ??

I am reinventing myself.
Getting a whole new makeover.
Turning over a new leaf.
Getting married.
Saying I do.
Changing my last name. FINALLY.
Changing my hair color :)
So bored with the old stuff.
Getting more tats.
Kids footprints
Dallas Cowboys Star :)
Turning 27.
No more kids for us.
Gavin will be 4 in 2 days.
He's FINALLY potty trained :)
That was all me of course.
Now onto new and better things ahead.
Forgetting the old friends that dont matter.
Moving forward past old friendships that are no longer there.
Getting in shape.
Losing this baby weight :)
Picking out a dress.
Picking out flowers
Decorations.
Blue
White
Yellow
Yellow Roses.
Bridal Party dresses.
Tuxes
Flower Girl
Ring Bearer
!!Income Taxes!!
D will be 26..

And that's just the first 3 months.

Cassidy will be 2 in April.
Summertime
Sawyer 1 in July.
Party party party planning.
Halloween
Costumes
Pumpkins
Candy
Thanksgiving
Turkey
Dressing
Mashed Taters
Gravy
Christmas shopping
Toys
Clothes
Presents
Christmas Eve
Christmas Day
Opening Presents
Wrapping paper Everywhere.
New Year's Eve

Then all again the next New Year :)

Brrr...

So we weren't able to go to my dad's or anywhere for that matter for Christmas. The kids were sick and throwing up and no one wanted to take the chance in catching whatever it is they have. Which is totally understandable. I would not show up at anyone's house sick. People who do that are so horribly inconsiderate. We haven't really been too well since Thanksgiving when we ended up getting what my sis in law had. :( The weather keeps changing from warm to cold and it totally sucks when you're trying to get over something. I was up all night last night with Cassi, well about every 2 hrs changing a poop diaper. Hey I'd rather it be that, than her puking like she had been. Now today she is running a fever :( Not sure how high but she's burning up pretty bad or was before we gave her meds, which still isnt helping that much, poor girl :(

On the other hand, the snow on Christmas Eve was awesome :)) My best buddy Richard came over with his sister and nephew to hang out. We played games and lit a fire in the fireplace and had a pretty awesome time. I had fun anyways and Cassi made a new friend lol.. It's supposed to snow AGAIN tomorrow and thursday :)) I am super stoked about that and cant wait to see what happens. I just hope it stays cold and stops getting back up in the 70's til the spring time..

Sickness

So we're all sick STILL.. It's 2 weeks today since I've been sick. I just dont understand why it's still lingering after so long. D is just now sick after all this time of me and 2 of the kids having it. At least the baby is well which I am so very thankful to God for. I just hope we are all well and good before Christmas which is 2 weeks from today.

SICKNESS LEAVE OUR BODIES AND THIS PLACE IMMEDIATELY!! YOU HAVE BEEN EVICTED!! LOL

Christmas To Me:

I LOVE Christmas time. I believe it's the BEST time of the year. Others would disagree bc of all the statistics of suicide around the holidays. {What's up with that anyways?? Why do ppl kill themselves more around the holidays?? I just dont get it. There's nothing in life that would make me kill myself.}

Back to Christmas. It is my favorite time of year. I take big offense to when ppl put xmas, bc it's taking Christ out of Christmas. Some ppl do not see it that way but I do. I grew up in church and Christ is my Savior and that's what Christmas IS about. The birth of Christ. Some can say "Well it started as a pagan holiday." That may be, but those were called other things like the Romans celebrated winter solstice or Dies Natalis Solis Invicti, festival of Sol, the invincible sun god. or u can click this link that will send u to the history channel video on the history of Christmas 

http://www.history.com/video.do?name=christmas&bcpid=2647858001&bclid=1675979322&bctid=1586348684


I LOVE how families get together to celebrate and give gifts. I LOVE seeing the look on my kids faces opening their presents. We have a new addition to the family this year. Sawyer who will be 5 months old 2 days after Christmas. I cant wait to see how Christmas turns out this year.