9 BIG MONTHS

So I've recently gotten in touch with someone that was an old friend and the we have drifted apart the past year. I do miss hanging out with her and I know the kids miss her tons and her daughter. I feel bad for letting my emotions and imagination get the best of me. Hearing from another person that this "friend" of mine had the hots for my man and that she was just using me really got to me, bc it had crossed my mind before hearing it from this other person! Just being back in touch with this friend of mine, I feel very bad for what happened to make us not be friends anymore! I wish I could take it all back and that she was able to be there when my last son was born, like she was when my other 2 were born. Now that she's almost due with a little boy I am making sure that I'm doing all I can to be able to help her with what she needs. She is due in like 4 weeks and cant wait to see who her baby boy will look like :)