fRiEnDs: WHAT ARE THOSE??

THIS IS NOT JUST ABOUT 1 PERSON IT'S ABOUT EVERYONE!! DONT SAY YOU'RE MY FRIEND THEN ACT LIKE YOU'RE BETTER THAN ME!! BC YOU'RE NOT!! NO ONE IS BETTER THAN ANYONE!! YOU NEED TO GET THAT THROUGH THAT THICK SKULL OF YOURS!!



These days all I hear are excuses to why ppl dont come over and hang out. Mostly that they are sorry they had other things planned BLEH BLEH BLEH!! WHATEVER!! and what I have to say to that is LIAR!! I guess that now that someone is married they are too good to hang out with us sinners since we live together and have been for almost 5 years now and still NOT married!! But what I have to say to that is "Stop acting all holier than thou bc YOU WERE once living with someone AND having sex AND NOT MARRIED" and still living at home with your parents.. WOW someone that is coming close to being 30 is still living at home.. WOW and you act like you're better than me  ?? I find that hilarious!! I mean come on now.. would u really even be married if your parents didnt basically FORCE it on you.. I will say this once and one time only as I do NOT repeat myself.. STOP ACTING LIKE YOU ARE BETTER THAN SOMEONE ELSE WHEN YOU YOURSELF WERE DOING THE SAME THING JUST A COUPLE MONTHS AGO!! 


I am totally sick and tired of ppl thinking and acting like they are better than others. Jesus himself hung out with sinners. DERR you would know that IF you really read the Bible. 


I am sorry for things that I havent been able to do, BUT like I said Im not the one to repeat myself. I apologized, but if you still hold that grudge then I guess 
a) you really arent that great a friend
b) you really arent that great a Christian like you pretend to be
c) you cant accept the FACT that we cant get our truck fixed {not an excuse we just dont have the money right now and I was not going to risk my kids lives driving on the highway with an f'd up ball joint to go anywhere, but NOTHING AND I MEAN NOTHING is more important to me than my kids}



So with all that said I am DONE with these so called ppl that say they are my best friend and that keep writing that they miss me and want to hang out soon. You know I dont trust anyone with my kids and probably NEVER will. I dont trust anyone whole heartedly. My kids are MY GIFTS from God and Im doing the absolute best I can by protecting them from anything that could happen to them!!


The only person that I can actually put in the category of FRIENDS, is my sis in law Kim. I love her dearly and NEVER have had any doubts about her friendship to me. She doesn't care that I am living with someone and NOT married. BC WHO is she to judge me. and that's how she sees it. I LOVE her for who she is and she LOVES me for who I am. 

I dont pretend to be anything or anyone other than ME!!

And if you CANT accept that, then I dont need you in my life or my kids lives. Doesnt matter to me anymore after today!!


Those who are in my life, are worth being in my life. I make the choice of who is in my life and who isnt!!



I LOVE YOU KIM AND I WANT YOU TO KNOW YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO ME AND MY KIDS.